I'm fine.

mariastaceys:

atalia-marie:

justinbieberismyinspiration:

THE AMOUNT OF NOTES. <3 i’ve reblogged so many times lol NOT RISKING IT FUCK YOU

HOLY SHIT 250,000+ NOTES . Last time I saw it was 150,000+ 

xD

Bitch please, love you mum my bestfriend

im not reblogging cuz it says “One girl didn’t and her mom died 4 days later.”, im reblogging cuz id give it all for my mom, i love you mommy :) 

Last time I saw it, it was at like.. 100,000+

arww im only blogging cause i love my mummy too much!!

yesh. i am too superstitious. 

(Source: thanhv)

When I’m 95…I can go movie/book shopping.

When I’m 90…I can go clothes shopping

When I’m 85…I can finally qualify for full time hospital treatment and get the help I need. 

My goals are messed up ;___; 

bonedairies:

… I just don’t know anymore

I’m so disappointed in my body… a voice is telling me not to eat.. I can’t physically get up to eat even though I’m starving.

Something is holding me back..

I sort of like it.

I feel the same way. 

(Source: melancholicmadness)

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Name: kathleen

Age: 20, 21 in a month

Attempted Suicide?: Sort of? I tried to die slow ways, like ana. when I’m really sick, the only thing I want is death, weight has nothing to do with it.

Suicidal Now?: Nope

Do You Want To Feel Better?: More than anything but it’s not possible. 

Currently Seeking Help?: Outpatient Treatment for Anorexia/depression/self harming

How Long Have You Self-Harmed?:  ana forever. i don’t remember a time i didn’t punish myself with food. like when i was little i wouldn’t eat for days because i got a bad grade or something stupid. my earliest memory was in kindergarden when a nun yelled at me and i threw out my lunch. since nov.16, 2008 for cutting (after my friend’s funeral).  and since around 2009 for purging.

Methods Of Self Harm: not eating, purging, cutting, picking my finger nails off till they bleed and one time when i was in the hospital i would bite my tongue till it bled. 

Do Others Know You Self-Harm? Yes.

Do You Want To Stop?: Yes.

Ever Been Hospitalized?: 3 times. The first time for two months, the second time for 4 months and the last time for 5 months. I love my parents insurance. 

One Thing You Hate Most About Yourself?: That I burden others and that I’m too weak to be able to not be a burden.

One Thing You Like Most About Yourself?: How when I’m well I’m crazy and the life of the party. How I used to be a ballerina. How I can play the piano.

Like Your Family?: I love my family. Especially my little little sister and brother, they are 2 (3 in september) because they are making me fight ana right now so I can be good around them.

Do They Support You?: Of parents, yes. As much support as my little little siblings can give. Younger sister, no. Stepsiblings, when they can.

Do You Have Friends?: I used to have a best friend. I have lots of friends when I’m well in school/college/conservatory/dance lessons. I used to go to parties every weekends and the mall and manicures but when I’m sick I have about like 5 or 6 friends. They are my only real friends.

Use Any Drugs?: Pot a few times. And cigs sometimes if you count them.

Do You Drink Alcohol?: Yes but I can’t since the outpatient program. 

What Would Make You Happiest?: If I could live on my own. If I could dance again. If I could be someone my siblings could admire and my parents would love. 

prettylittledieters:

But remember, there’s nothing prettier than a pretty girl with a pretty heart.

illletyouwrestleme:

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